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the news

tehi still in shanghai
飛 will study in melburne university in spring,then she will visit me at dec.
about my new hair style all of my classmates said that i'm so boyish now and they may do not like it. but i do not care it. i wanne let my hair be cured and would not colored it just cut

today she may read my mail.he told me 「nothing.you need the talking」
yes.we need to tell each other the true feeling if we still friends. but how about her thinking? i hope when i wake up, all the things will be ok everyday. and i hope we could back to the beginning of we met each other in this city

now
all the things i wanne do just study and be more thinner before i back to china
the work will begin at march maybe. so i could pay attention on my study these days. that's good for me

p.s
i must finish the letter to tracy tonight...
@。@
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by hinoto_vaz | 2006-02-06 13:13

NOW

在朋友家骚扰
她已经睡了 我还在电脑前
终于上来写中文的日记
证明我自己还活着而已
虽然没什么人来看这里
但 始终是我的窝

4个月不到
很多的事情发生了结束了
我一直在心里感谢上天
让我在经历了那么多事情以后
还保持我现在的愉快的心态

我想 一切都会好的
真的
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by hinoto_vaz | 2006-02-05 02:52

so far away
but not bad
he said do not mind it and she just a kid
i am not care
just disappointment
then
nothing

all the friends would leave here in this year
she also want to leave,right? spring,w also would leave.just myself and him
friend
i said
next year he will go to another city

nothing
i just feel sad
i will be ok soon
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by hinoto_vaz | 2006-02-03 13:46

sunny day

breakfast: a cup of coffee. i have the poor appetite in the morning these days. every night the nightmare comes to me. but the lucky thing is that i do not need the soporific brings the sleep to me.and my neurasthenia seems would be cured because i also do not need the painkiller to stop my neuralgia anymore.i have be tormented by it for 10 years...

just be myself
just honest to myself
that's what i have promised to gackt san
i do not need a shadow and also would not be anyone's shadow
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by hinoto_vaz | 2006-02-02 18:22

long calling

i have chat with gdears about 2hs
we have dated that meet each other at the last weekend this month
the tickets and the mobilephone
all the things will be ok and she will leave tokyo at the end of this year...
longly but not only

rainy day
i like it
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by hinoto_vaz | 2006-02-01 16:21

Feb.

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i think it's the new beginning
Feb. is the end of the winter and the begin of the spring.and my birthday is in this month so it's always very special for me
mum has called me today and i told her now i know how should i do.about love,friendship,family and future...
「maybe she loves you so be jealous of you and him」
two of my friends' words.but it just the joke i think.
the distance of us-not just her and me-are the 「difference」 and 「similarity」.
we wanne be different but also want to find someone to strike the responsive chord. because we feel longly.
the situation is similar between now and the beginning of 2004.she and lin,just like one person.but the difference is lin loved lowy at that moment although she never recognized.
the ways of talking,thinking,writing and living of her and lin--no! also including wei--same! when i tell 「f」 about this, he told me just be myself and do not afriad of it
still young and not strong enough

i miss avina,akina and gill now.@_@
i miss my room and the moonlight outside of my window
i miss the kiss and the hug from the first one in that winter.warmly. very strange.i have find the same feeling when i stay with him.
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by hinoto_vaz | 2006-02-01 14:28